It's alright to be afraid. I worry everyday. I'm so unsure of everything. I'm a skeptic, a hypochondriac and I'm anxious. I don't know where I'm going or what I want out of life specifically. At the end of the day, I just want my favorite person to be right next to me. That's what I think I'll always want. I just want Richard, my best friend, my beach buddy, my first and my favorite.